aLl i WaNt iS my FreEdOm...

2009-04-16T01:29:00.001+08:00

im sorry it just haf to end here.
move on.
stop believing that everything goin to be normal just as the months pass by.
i know you r goin to be ok.

melancholy

2009-02-22T13:06:00.002+08:00

quesy.
wasnt that the fact.
dunnoe why i was the one to do the negotiating.
melancholy.

post vday.

2009-02-18T17:43:00.004+08:00

i havent been rotting just as much. i havent been runnin. nor doing any vigorous sports. sigh. just being lazy.

Met up with denise- oh i miss her so much lah.
i wanna go ur place to watch cable tv and hog on the phone with u late at night. heee...

Ladies night on 11 Feb with hedayah, nisa and Friends-i had fun boogeying. lol.

bike prac is tough because i havent got the skill to balance yet. but i aint giving up. heee...
pa thanks for understanding.

Kelantan with parents. errr... had a tummyache so i didnt enjoy it as much.

celebrate vday on 15 feb.
that above is Mr kermit. he is shedding. i think he is having side effects of chemo when i bought him.
Sat at the riverbank on our mat.
he made a box of strawberry dipped chocolate for me.
watch twilight on the dvd player
so sweet.
gave me this black book full of poems n pictures and cd for me to listen.

indulge with my caramel frap and chill infront of a LG teevee on a couch in suntec.
my foot was aching.

and yesterday. we had gelare half price waffles after cycling. heee....
cookies and cream cant beat BnJ baby.

i miss u nurul. when can i meet u?

holidays.

2009-02-10T00:24:00.005+08:00

what i have been doin so far. 1 week has passed.
Batam with family n him.

underworld at cathay.

princess cake at ikea with many other desserts.
safari zoo run with baby.
and SPIZE with GIANOMOUS ice teh o LIMAU. and milo dinosaur.
gonna get fat. i havent been runnin for so so so long.

baby.
u must have known that i love u.
just that i forget to whisper to u everyday.

holidaying mood!

2009-02-03T23:49:00.002+08:00

Its not that i did not try to make all the photos smaller in size but its just too MANY.
many many many.
oh what the heck.
some of it may be last year photos.

k.
February has come. my holiday have started n yes. PRCP has ended.
it was exciting, fruitful, engaging, fun, out of this world experience.
the SNs, ENs, PCAs, Ward clerk Cecilia, Sister Mag, Sister Su
was very helpful and friendly most of the times when we were lost.

till then i will wait patiently for 24th to come.
phuket baby.
checklist for this months holi:
go out with Karen
dinner with denise.
have a small reunion with my secondary school classmates.
go out with my ward 53c ladies.
spend time with mr handsome.
go out with my 3 soon to be SN that i realli missing.
yin ling,nickie n nurul.

while i wait patiently till march to arrive.

baby.
im here.

i will be back tonight

2009-02-03T13:03:00.003+08:00

off to fetch my baby.
im done edit-ing my new template.
tonight i will add my pictures.
holidaying mood now.
i got the time baby.

so see ya.

i will miss my YODA

2008-12-29T21:45:00.003+08:00

i dun want the year to end because my role model would leave me. for a better prospective..

for good... heee..

she has been my teacher.

and it sucks u noe.

she havent failed in providing knowledge to me.

she is like YODA.

patient yet confident in teaching to someone like me. ME......

sigh.

we will have dinner soon. my treat.

i hope i'll do u proud.

hahaha... so emo... i wont cry tml...

AND tml... how bout giving me the whole cubicle??

hahahahahahahahaha

im on for it!

to a special someone.

2008-12-29T21:38:00.003+08:00

i hope u come to ur senses soon. im not piss or whatsoever. because i did manage to call out ur name when i happened to see u.

but.....

u are so much MORE babe.

and i dun want to see u get hurt.

because THIS can be avoided.

with love.

2008-12-22T14:48:00.002+08:00

i hope his school break was good.

he was meeting me always. shopping, shopping and more shopping. becos baby got his bonus. lol.

that above was his bonus gift me!

i was a happy girl

and he was a happy boy too.

will not post our spends.

school must be hectic for u. and i wont be selfish this week to meet with u.

Yesterday match was so very disappointing. Singapore had so many shots but failed to score. sigh...
till then.

updating updating

2008-12-18T21:46:00.008+08:00

finish my night last sunday.
the experience was fun because the ppl on duty was
gerek.
1st night- last office.
2nd night- took half a cubicle
3rd night-took the whole cubicle.
woohoo...yippie!!!
after one day of sleeping day.
i was doin MORNING shift on monday.
and yet my preceptor and me was still jumping around doin in charge.
supper bunnies.

REST day on tuesday. had a real date with boyfie.
no exercising.
no walking around to find sports apparel.
just a movie. ice cream. and dinner.
sometimes,
what a girl really want is simple pleasures.

OFF day on wednesday-
my checklist to be done.
THREAD- checked

LIBRARY- checked

RUN at ECP- checked

HOUSEWORK- half checked

BATHE my kutip- havent yet. she still stinks.

mama n her tantrums. sigh.
dad and me keep rolling our eyes today.

till i update more.
4 mornings. love my schedule.

treats for the belly!

2008-12-10T23:55:00.006+08:00

After surviving the flu, the aches and the cramps.
boyfie wanted to pamper our body with goodies. so we went to meet after his school today. i was so called 'on leave' coz my night shift starts tml nite.
we had BnJ cherry garcia bought from carrefour.

Constipated look. im not realli sure y tho.

we went to build a bear shop. and he decided that its time to get me one. nothing fancy. nothing cutesy. nothing extravagant. just a simple bear. her name was HUNIE and we dressed her in pink t-shirt with a grey bear boxers.

the process of owning her:
i fluff her up with the cotton.
pick up a checkered heart.
made a wish b4 puttin her heart in the anatomical position
bathe her.(brush her actually)
and went to pick her 1st outfit.
dress her in the dressing room.
filled up her birth certificate.
put her in her CUB CONDO.
and all ready to go home with me.

if i got a lil extra cash next. im goin to put a sounds in u. and buy u a pair of shoes. or maybe that leopard bikini that goes well with mummy's bag!
hee....

next up.....Secret Recipe.
ok. i wasnt into eating.
so i ordered the kids meal. mini burgers and chips.
and i was a happy kid. heee.....

he was having his test tml. yet he still accompanied me today. sigh. felt bad coz i knew he was suppose to go home and rest and study.sorry dear.

tomorrow doin my 1st round of night.
1st of all....
meet up with my bestie. and haf cheesecake and frappacino with her.

awesome sunday.

2008-12-08T21:53:00.008+08:00

im all covered up with my pink sweater and my paw prints pyjamas.

im all flueey and crampy.

yesterday was shiok for a moment. today is the torture. my quads ache. my ankle ache. my back hurts. and to top it off.

period paid me a visit. oh well thank god the cramps didnt come yesterday while i was running.

k heres the lowdown of this weekend.

sat was chunkfest. went my my babe kimberly.

was NOT that great because it was

MUDDY,

LOts of PPL,

the Queue was terribly long,

and the weather wasnt that great.

dissappointment.

and so we decided to go to the nearest BnJ outlet to get our cheery garcia and chocalate browie fudge. BUT we knew cineleisure outlet goin to be PACKED. we went to carrefour in search of the pint. BUT instead we found CHERRY GARCIA icecream bar. ( pics currently not available.)

nice nice nice.

but im still craving for the pint ice cream.

SUNDAY finally came. wooo hooo!!!

and i finish my 21 km in 2:57:16

weeee...

boyfie did well. congrats.

in deep thots. not sure when was this taken but my hair looked bad.

yet again. mud again...

as i was completing the race. my knee began to twitch... arrrghhhh!!!

bear with it for awhile. walk because the pain was unbearable.

and stooopid period cramps came at the rite timing- at the end of the marathon.

the shoes didnt cause any bruising this time. happy toes....

. ive completed a half marthon.

impossible is nothing.
more to come.

there are more hurdles that we forsee.

i have faith.

then..

paracetamols, ferrous fummarate, evening primrose oil, royal jelly, calcium tablets.

pls work ur magic.

to my aches thats affecting all parts of my body.

pls dissappear.

thank YOU very much.

dino gummies

2008-12-01T20:47:00.004+08:00

dino gummies made my day today.
it didnt need to be expensive nor exclusive.
it just made my heart warm warm.

asics is heavy.
sigh.

2008-11-28T10:07:00.002+08:00

u say u are scared.

never done this before. wads so wrong to have a decent conversation?

if u say i was disrespectful.

ive treated my exes way off then ive reacted towards u.

i kept quiet.

as i wouldnt want to vent my anger and frustrations screamiong my head off. like some MINAHS.

i waited a perfect time to have a talk with u. both of us cant deny tat there so much thougths goin on in our minds. but all u could say was.

whats there to talk about.

i sat there.

cant believe ur words.

but i still wait for a perfect time.

but that perfect time didnt come.

im not that naive anymore.

depent? is that even a word?

roster following week 1-14 dec 08

2008-11-28T10:00:00.002+08:00

1/12: AM

2/12: AM

3/12: RD

4/12: AM

5/12: AM

6/12: PM

(im running a marathon tml and she still put me on PM.)

7/12: DO

(standard charted!!!!!!!!) woohoo!

8/12: PH (thank GOD) i can rest.

9/12: RD

10/12:DO

11/12:NIGHT

12/12:NIGHT

13/12:NIGHT (zoukout) sheesh!!!

14/12:SLEEPING DAY (yeah!!!)

tata.

love can fade.

im feeling dandy

2008-11-23T22:51:00.009+08:00

k.. roster for next 2 weeks are out and sadly...
i CANNOT go out ZOUKOUT 08 this yr.
i willl be working my NIGHT shift on sat(last nite)
As all the party goers come back home from sentosa that sunday mornin. i will be returning home from SGH.
sigh... (breakfast anyone)
k...
next year then.

my 7 DEC is approve.
standard chartered marathon....
here i come.

but
the bad part is. i cant go to the ben N jerry'S cHUNkFEST!!!
shoots! !
PM shift. thats like 1.15 to 9.30 pm. phoooft....
by the time i go there. the ice cream would have probably melted.

things are much more stable between us.
maybe both of us realise that we r arguing for no apparent reasons.
but there are some isssues.
and maybe i'll wait for a better time.

Went giant just now with him after our run.
and since i cant go to the Chunkfest. he bought CHUNKFEST to me.
heee.....
3 flavours that i would love in my fridge every single day.
CHERRY garcia,
Cookie DOUGH,
Chocolate FUDGE bRownie.

and yes. with 50 SGD vouchers in hand. we went crazy.
DUMS DUMS for me.

FBTs for me. nice black one for me.
for him. he went crazy only after he saw the titbits corner. and he bought a BIG bag of goodies home. for his princess kitten too...

Reza and renny is soooo sweet. they bought a couple t-shirt for us. (it came in a cute box)
i so so want to see them lah
soon i hope.

k till then.

kim and has!
i love u babes. ubin soon k!!!
altho i tend to wobble a lot when im on the bike.
i will try my best.
weeeeee......

my preceptor.
i kinda like her.
so far so good.
=)

BANGS HEAD BANGS HEAD BANGS HEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-20T23:36:00.004+08:00

so much for lack of communication.....
i have this REALLY STRONG urge to throw my phone.
which i did.
stupid stupid move.
kanasai!
fuck.

yesterday came into my dream yesterday. n i like that feeling all over again.
(it didnt include u.)

yesterday was so random.
y m i so nice?
i want to bang my head. HARD
that person dun deserve those treats.
sigh.
too bad,what is done, is done!

slp... tml morning shift. zzz...

time.

2008-11-16T21:04:00.003+08:00

ITS COMPLICATED RIGHT NOW.

concentrate on ur studies and training.

im just goin to do the same.

i'll be pulling u down if i stay on

i'll run as far possible from u.

take care.

all the best.

(dun worry. i aint mad at u.)

u gave me no choice.

abang. u were right.

nurul. thanks for the listening ear.

assurance.

ROSTER.

2008-11-15T20:44:00.003+08:00

17/11: 7-3.15
18/11: DAY OFF
19/11: 7-3.15
20/11:1.15-9.30
21/11: 7-3.15
22/11: 7-3.15
23/11: REST DAY

24/11: 7-3.15
25/11: 7-3.15
26/11: 7-3.15
27/11: DO
28/11: DO
29/11: 7-3.15
30/11: 1.15-9

THATS WAD I HAF AS FOR NOW.

as i have time now.....

2008-11-11T22:24:00.004+08:00

okay lets begin. 10 nov. OUR PRCP began.

(PRE-REGISTRATION CONSOLIDATED PLACEMENT)

fortunately, for the next 3 days. we wont be posted out to the ward just yet. instead we will be having classes. about the processes. and clinical pathway and some things that were not covered in school.

as u can see... we got bored and restless. because the chairs aint comfy and we had to sit there for hours. literally, HOURS!!!!

SO .... camWHORING begins! yeah yeah yeah.

trying to take a nice grp pic was tough!
too cuckoo n retarded!

too shocked!

nah..... still not right?!?... too FaR!!!

okay okay....

perfect shot!

LUNCH

(it was impossible to get seats and somewhere to eat at the main hospital)

so we decide to stay in the PATHOLOGY Lab.

BITCH-ing with them. laughing hysterically.

omg! tml another day.

before i start officially.

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sunday i watch 007 with dad,mum and boyfie. abang was too packed with his project and all. so sad he cant join us. overall for the movie. hmmmmm....

nice. i kinda like daniel craig. eventhough he looked kinda old to be JAMES Bond!

but....

ASTON MARTIN still look as hot as ever. too bad for the accident.

final week of fun-ness

2008-11-08T15:26:00.004+08:00

k... this is the final week of holidays and these week have been a blast.
Monday- got my vintage Petit noe. and i absolutely love her. end month she is goin to get polish.

Tuesday- accompanied mummy dearest to JB to get her Avon stuff for her customers. to her, thats her hobby. i just dunnoe whether i got all that energy when i reached her age. just see i guess.
there- i had my HUM cHiM PENG.
FRied dough with red bean paste in it!
absolute yumminess.

Wednesday- met boyfie in sch and went to causeway point to waste time till 6. met denise and went to Rp to watch Ros's GAMeLan performance.
nice nice nice... and im so proud that she is really talented.
she was born to play instruments. and her love for music shine that night.
denise- im happy and u r happy. dun give up doin wad u r doin! loves.

THUrsDAY- run run run in school with nurul cupcake!
i was up in the morning and she was so ON to run in school. lol.
period was shhheeessshhh!!!!!
went out after that to find wallet for her friend. went OG to and manage to find a perfect GUESS wallet. back and forth back and forth with the weather so hot. sigh.. but worth it.
strawberry cheesecake at some mamak shop. it was incredible. worth my SGD 2.80.

NEOprint at Bugis. -
realli cuckoo machine with the stupid timer. but our pictures did turn out pretty.
Bestie, u r the best. love u.

And then friday came.

Friday wasnt planned or anything. it was some random msg in the morning asking her whats her plan that day.
and then at 3 plus- the food hunt began.

waffle with ice cream( pecan and BuTTerScotCh)- PLUCK
strawberry cheesecake- some mamak SHOP
DURIAN strudel - the RITZ shop
Yogurt sample at random shop
LURVE crackers- carrefour
SPicy beef -Yoshi!!!!

OMG!!!!
babe. we r so going to do this again!
and ya.
standard charted run. i goin to introduce him to u.
whatever happens inside the photo booth-just keep it to ourselves.

hugs hugs.

approximately 7 days more to go.

2008-11-03T01:21:00.005+08:00

oh yesss.

after the OT posting was the 3 weeks break ive been waitin for. hmm... entertain kutip as ive been neglected her because of attachment. i might have time to update my blog but there isnt any thing much to blog about.

long overdued pic of me n my bofie. look closely at my hair. i STILL have a pony tail. n after my mum rants about my hair is so messy, colourful, untidy, and improper for PRCP. i made a promise to her to keep it short, uncoloured, no perming, no rebonding and whatever i could think of doing to my hair.

and so its SHORT now. dad loves it. mum wish her hair was like that. bro just thinks it suits me. and me.... i think i look like my mum.
rolls on the floor laughing.
had a family outing to JB last weekend. and thats where i went to snip my tresses away. bro got his hair cut too. and he look so so boy boy.

ATE at FRIDAY'S. food was POW WOWWW!!!
love eating there. because there are nice ppl there and the food is heaven. and dun get me start on the portions they serve us. we skipped lunched to eat here. heee... and for 4 ppl.. its only RM150. thats like about SGD 18 per person.
BERBALOI!
hahaha...
random.

and i finally met sweetie pie kim!!!
we were suppose to go to this skin care thingie but we decided to bitch and go shopping instead.hope u like ur new gladiator!!! weee.. ate at cineleisure. bitch about lots of things. till the waiter came and refill our ice water for a million times.
hello i dun see a line of ppl outside he restaurant. oh well i miss days in chiangmai. dun u dare forget me now that ur PRCP is at Raffles hospital. arab street is nearby. y not we go have shisha sometime soon.
lol.

so far. these are the things that have been happenin.
another 7 days more to go to 10 November.
53C.

slping late to get f1 results. pls dun let lewis win eventho he is cute,tall and sexy man.

2008-10-21T23:59:00.002+08:00

i have been a cranky bitch toward him lately and i think today was the final blow. i tink he have had it with me. i was speechless today. ran away from u because i couldnt take it with u either.

so many options in school for you. take your pick.

nowhere here or there.

holidays for now

2008-10-20T22:08:00.004+08:00

oh yeah. OT posting over. and these is how cuckoo we look. and yes... 5 days of yellow mustard pants with pink strings. hmmm.... it was like yoga pants. comfy for slping. posting was definitely COLD. and ive seen alot at that place. hmm... mastectomy,amputation, removal of lumps and bumps, intestines and lots of blood. CGH was definitely spacious. and you could get lost. tess, wan and me was like partners in crimes. taking stickers, stealing body markers, and going for breaks together. LOL... realli had fun.

New balance run on sunday. 19 Oct. 4km trail, 0.6km sand and 5.4 road.
woo hoo!!
the weather was hot and too glaring. but in the end it was fun fun fun. training realli helps lah.

met HAS there... and we hug even though we were sweaty. hehehehe.... welll... one day we should go out and find food k?. see u sometime soon kie.

on the plus side. holidays haf started and monday was not too bad. went to the gym with tess. found a way to tone up our glutueals huny. and u want it rock solid by thursday rite.
i want to tone up baby!!

so off to holi.
meet nurul.
meet denise, rose and has.
go run.
go gym.
go out.
go shopping.
go find nice food.
go sentosa.
go rollerblade somemore.
cycle perhaps.
eat somemore.
we'll see.

cgh and some other things.

2008-10-13T20:40:00.003+08:00

last week was packed. started my postings at CGH. had my Accident and emergency department posting 1st. well just like geron posting. none of my groupmates were together with me. but some friends that were AMK hospital were having same posting as me but unfortunately different shift. oh well, time to make friends. heee......(and Tess was my partner in crime.)

k... cgh a&e was boring at times, crowded from 11 to 2pm and the rest of it; students will pray someting interesting happens. oh well... other then that we just slack. hmmmm...and since the prison is nearby, we do receive 'micheal scofield' lookalike.( just because the wear orange jumpers and have the shaved heads). hahahahaha.... some look cute! Now i noe y my mum got involved with Mr Policeman wen she was on duty. wink winks!!

Resus room, triage, treatment, and observation rooom

i think i prefer the resus room the most. i saw how the resuscitation took place. it was so kancheong. seeing how the patient was intubated at least 4 times makes me quiver. hmmmm.... she was a 82 yr old lady but still....

saturday came. was suppose to go for sgh mass casualty but i went to meet nurul instead. goodness. i miss her a lot. and i poured my feelings. so much that i was thinking. i think i take a step at a time. loves u babe. all the best with ur Mr fireman. CoAcH was having a sale at the wrong timing! sheeeeshh..... one day we will get tat handbag!

we talk. and i hope that 'talk' make some sense. i m unsure actually. i hope this will work out.

if only.....

2008-10-04T00:56:00.006+08:00

IF only.

if only i had 2 balls and a penis.......... i would have been out with my friends way pass my bedtime but

im not.

if only i was working and giving money to them i would stay out in the wee hours after my 'curfew' but

im not

if only i was not the only daughter.... i think they would not worry about me so bloody much but

i am.

if only my parents were that trusting,understanding and give the privilledge to a daughter to be with her friends late at night. that would be a miracle eversince so many shit has happened to close ppl to us.

if only i was older. (i happy that im not.)

if u think that YOU dont understand me. guess wad I DONT UNDERSTAND U EITHER.

go ahead and be fair to everyone. seriously. i think i should do that too. considering how much time ive spent with a certain someone.

im not yours for now. might not be for the future. i dun noe. future is not for us to decide. if it happens. then good. if it doesnt. just too bad.

im not in a good shape today. yet....

a yr has pass. and im finally seeing the rainbow.

bursting colours in all shades. pieces i will collate.

tolerated no more u said.

now i begin to see the colours.

yellow? red? blue and purple?

hope tomorrow come and go. and then i will lie in silence. not waiting. just thinking.

y do i worry so much?

ur past has come, its ur chance to redeem urself.

go ahead. haf fun.

dun u worry abt me.

i'll be fine.

s and d back together?

2008-09-24T07:15:00.003+08:00

new season and im hooked.

i want to watch episode 5 pls.....

'S' the new queen bee??

Ang mo kio thye hua kwan hospital

2008-09-18T23:26:00.004+08:00

Attachment at amk hospital was a wonderfully awesome experience. even though morning shift was a crazy hectic trip just to reach there on time. i had to take approx. 4 buses to reach there 10 mins before 7. phew. thank good i wasnt late for any shifts. and because we had to sahur and all that, i noe, i wont leave home hungry and feel hypo at work. and morning, we werent treated as an extra pair of hands as compared to acute hospital. we got the chance to follow doctors round and realli follow up with changes.

WARD 3.(absolute Awesome pPl THere)

the 1st try of taking cases was scary, alot of hiccups, and the staffs were willing to guide us. mind u. there were not locals. thats the best part. i think before this i had a lil stereotype abt them. but this posting made me open my eyes. they were good to us. reaali good in fact.

doing dressing for patients was rusty for me. in fact. it has been more then 6 months since ive held to palstic forceps. (BUDGET LAH). and i had help from the c.I. phew!

and breaking fast with Kat, Sharezan and Afiqah was great. till now i think the tea room still stink because of the microwave oven. we had great laughter. and our picnic time. to having cup noodles (TOM YUM flavour) DAY. lol. gossipps keep it to ourselves ya. winks!

i came to this posting fearing of the unknown as no group15 peeps was having posting with me. i left the place knowing friendly ppl. reaalli had fun workin with Chia Li and Afiqah. entertainin our GODMAs. for the nitty grity to Comode-ing them to the toilet. translating hokkien to malay and pasting the yellow plastic bags at their cot side.making milo with ensure. taking hot water for them. telling tales abt patient realtives and full of nonsense patients.

passing time was a breeze with our favourite stafffnurse. (winks Winks).

oh my i miss them alrdy.

Chia Li AND my LAst day there (wed). we R Off TO HSE!

i miss them lah. 2 week break till i see chia li and afiqah at CGH. WOO hooo!!!

i wont be lost anymore!

attachment.

2008-09-02T06:11:00.003+08:00

i will be away for attachment. and from the looks of it, it aint goin to be an easy posting.

so see ya.

to all having holidays, enjoy while u can! heee....

aching tighs and arms.

2008-08-28T23:10:00.003+08:00

what haf i been up to? last sunday, on 24 august 08. went to join the singapore bay run and army half marathon. oh wow.... so many 'FORCED' army boys that were forced to run just to get their one day off. hmmm... to them it was a BIG deal. but u guys do not haf to hog the roads. 'GELEK-ing, Chit Chatting, Disturbing girls'

Oh MY!

k. 10 km was a big deal to me. a very big one. sigh. i did not run for so so long. and suddenly 10KM... WOW. i went to the event with bofie and his ward friends.

oh well i thot i gave up in the midst of the run but bofie waited for me half way. i completed it no matter wad. and the consequences was ache and pain the next morning.

i did meet with macpherson secondary school ppl. met justin, hmm... another dude and another guy. oH my i just cannot get hold of their name. shoots!!

so before fasting starts, i m going to take part in another run. the nike run. 31.08.08. woohoo. im looking forward for the run. n before that i want to eat icecream, waffles, durian puffs. and char kuey tiow. slurps slurps.

oh well. blog soon.

loves.

updates!

2008-08-11T22:36:00.007+08:00

Pictures Screams a thousand words.... im so lazy to blog about anything and everthing nowadays. PLAIN lazy and the EXAMS are nearing. in about 3 days now.

OMFG!!!!

so Enjoy!

NATALIE loh Yin Ling 21st birthday on the 19 July 2008. drizziling didnt keep baby,Rain,KEn and me away from starting the BBQ for the guest. hehehe... and what did we gain from it. hmmm mostly him. he took lots and lots of PRAWNS. oh my....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRINCESS!!!

i love u.

our memories will never be forgotten. the 3 yrs have been a blast with this crazy, loving , caring sweethearts. wishing all the best to all.

SO what do u get if everyone in NR0615 wear our uniforms in the middle of the noon and gather in the freaking hot DOME.

we jump ard and get

CRAZY!!!!

BESTIE huny! u noe i cant live without u in school.

thanks for so much advices and the comfort u have given me.for everything lah. dun u dare forget me.

i love you!

CARAMEL FRAPPECINO WITH WHIPED CREAM AND OREO CHEESECAKE SOON????

OUR FYP was a total sucess. after all the tears, joy, shopping, late nites, flu, durian, sungei road scary incident, fights.

we got so many lectres liking our product.

wow. wow. wow.
screams...damn damn damn damn WORTH It.

we love u ms YAP.

these bitches. went to haf dinner at far east indo restaurant on the 30th JULY. HAS was earli. WOOwoo.... and denise was an hr late. and rose. she bought us prety oreo cheesecake cupcakes. it was too pretty to be consume. denise startin school august. n i hope school is great for her. has is working at SMRT. listening to her awesome stories was great. sign up at NIE k.

oh yes. of coz DENISE has the most share because of the letters. she did share some with us. hee...

LASTly... 090808 came like finally.

that day wasnt planned because of our really tight budget. realli tight. both of us like to got shopping every week. he like to buy stuff for us. and we kinda forgot that our anniversary was this month. oh well...

so we decided to got for a picnic at BOtanical gardens. i cook spagetthi and brought black pepper hotdogs. well it was not planned. botanical garden was pretty. and i want to go there again with my picnic basket with lots of food.

i looked like a hippie rite. hee..

next was fireworks. mats and minahs were everywhere. sheesh. not realli proud for my own race. oh well not only them. foreigners were everywhere too... shant mention from where. I noe u noe kinda thing.

fireworks wasnt that great. last year was better. way way better. maybe the fact that i was in his arms last year. this year.. i was standin not reali that comfy.

dear. we are 1 yr!!!
cant believe. but we made it.

i finally updated.

oh well.. got to study now.

social psyche! here i come.

sigh!

KNN

2008-07-09T23:54:00.002+08:00

she is out n about in school. effing busy with stupid ICA's and FYP. till something major and BIG happens. im not blogging till then.

so far

1) my Baby bday was on 27th June

2) NAPFA was NYEH nyeh.. failed but who cares rite.

3) went malacca with my mum's ward, my family and him

4) toy and comic convention was the bomb. Snugggets found a home.

5) im Broke now

6) eyebags are seriously getting worst.

7) i want time to stop just for a lil bit.

8) i still have to entertain my cousin from canada during the weekends.

9) theory Test is coming!! argh!

10) assessment week is oso drawin near.

KNN....

oh well.
till then.

2008-06-22T12:14:00.004+08:00

14th June 2008

ZOOOOO like finally. got my 2 complimentary tickets for being a blood donor. hee... great. there was a lil feeling in my small heart that was bothering me. the fact that there were caged up.

So the closest to giving a kiss to an elephant was this.

in loving memories of aH meng. Baby was so proud to be next to him.

was concentrating to dear instructions to make the pic look good that i forgot to smile. Ooops....

IR BAbooOn!

Went to Asher Ishan 2 Yr birthday on 21st june and i went GAGA with his cake. it was TALL... 4 times as tall as a normal cake and it was shape like SPONGE BOB.... nenehs... was glad that he was happy Kid.

super super nice!

JADED

2008-06-19T02:20:00.004+08:00

I felt like a hypocrite, like a soul-less, heartless, horrible person.

at this moment i dun realli noe wad to do.

i tried to figure it out, tried my best but im still in the maze.

theres no book in kinokuniya or the DUmMY series to mend this head of mind.

there r no step by step guide to the solutions.

oh shitness.

timeout.

jaded

BKK. IT was the BOMB.

2008-06-19T01:10:00.007+08:00

Photographs tells a thousand words. the beginning of study break was the BOMB. as we hurried home from school (cabut NGthaiLee lecture), we met up at 4pm at the budget Terminal. OMFG... i dun mind the place being small and no form of entertaiment all around. BUT i effing Mind thaT Our flight was bloody DELAYED FOR 2 HOURS. (instead of flying off at 6.05Pm. )Our flIGHT was at 8 plus). oh great! realli thank god that rain (yin ling's bro was alrite) Stoopid nasi lemak!!! nyeh nnyeh...

AND THE CAMWHORING BEGINS!!!!!!

At BKK airport. kecohness at the TraVellator!

Look at Us K... Not the cucKoo behind.

(waiting for the taxi)

After checking in. JEtlagged??? hee hee....

my room with the 2 un neat ppl...

Supper nearby our Hotel.... yumminess... and regret of not buying more.

SWEet sweet sweet MANgo... lalalalala

we r otw to CHATUCHAK. that one with the moustache. is my bro. unluckily, herman is not inside the picture. any further, the hand that is holding the camera would be way way out of the TUK tuk! the eagerness of SHOPPING!

did i tell u im obsessed with dragons????? i bought 3 item with dragons on them at BKK. i want More....

CHATCHUCHAK

HOT HOT HOT.... sunny all the way. that market sell everything.literally everyting, except humans and XXX. from furnitures to art. cars to pets. tee vees to crocodile head. haha. so so wanna go there again. but i wont buy pets there. almost cried wen i saw the conditions they sold the pets. to denise. if u go there. i swear. u will so so darn angry with all of them. those who sold the pets and and those who bought it. a GREAT biG SIGH!!!!

CRICKET MASIN!!!! kinda chewy kinda salty..

35 bath. = to SGD 1.50 awesome, nice, melts in your mouth, spicy. and HALAL too...

US finally.
ladies.. haf u had enough shooping yet???

our ritual. 7-11. the last shop we go every single night. i mean it. our liltle tummies were always hungry. and i was crazie the last night with all the DUMS dUMS that were sold there.

we crashed over to nurul's room to get ideas to eat at 2 Am. were not planning to sleep because our flight was in the mornin and rain was bugging us to go somewhere to eat GOOD Food and NOT ROOM SERVICE. haha.... and the place we went. i saw a lot of LADY BOYS. pretty.

LAst ultimate shot. tired but happy.

the ultimate holiday eversince chiangmai. last year. absolute enjoyin it every minute and every second of it.
other events of the studybreak will be discused. in the mean time, i m FUCKING busy with the FYP. neneh.

happy, overwhelming.... but still happy....

2008-05-27T23:40:00.005+08:00

Guess wad these 4 lil cuckoo birds did on the sunday of 25th May 2008 besides gettin our so called salary. we were asking y did we get ourselves involved with this event. It was OUR SGH family day. and y were we involved... hmmm.. let just say.... to know our fellow future collegues better... we had to spent our SUNday in the sun, sand and sea.

our duty: "to take charge of the kids event. BUT in thE end... HMMMMMM.... we end up just cheering for the lil kids just to run across the finish line... THAT it!!! sheesh.... But at the end of it... i enjoyed my friggin Sunday!!!

we played the games. and i was so determine to get a CARE BEAR... but sigh... by the time it was our turn to play the game. NO more care bear. sheeeeeesh!! but i manage to get my self a bear tho. heee.. mum n dily played an interesting game where they get to be like spiderman. ooooo Darn... i should have tried.

Cheekymunster met up with me with Reza n renny. finally got to see them... woo hoo.. and we went to the MErlion... with free tix. Nice scenery lah. monorail to vivo and filled our tummy.

till today i still havent got my cherry garcia from ben and jerrys.... sobs...

im gonna paste the Triangle on my daddy's car.... woooopie!!!

next bangkok baby... week turning out pretty darn good!!

WOW!!!

2008-05-17T00:05:00.001+08:00

This heels is absolute nice nice nice nice nice...... i imagine it as a jacket..... im so in love with it....

my almost free to do whatever i want 10 days.

2008-05-10T13:48:00.004+08:00

my almost to do whatever i want 10 days started on the 26 April and ended on 4th May.

hmmmmph... it was enjoyable, tiring and thank god there was a public holiday in the midst of the school week. if not... i would nt come to school the following day.

the 10 days was not planned.

i had intended to pierce my nose. cause of the 10 days, the nose will heal by the time they came back. and i could put transparent sticks to hide it from them. BUT.... in the end i didnt. unlike my elizabeth. this was different. i dun want to waste on MAC to conceal the mark on my nose if the hole ever to close.

School was the usual. had to go. its a no choice kinda thing. DUH.

meet up with my DHL collegue. woohoo... had lots to tell. and many stories to tell.

and finally met denise again. heee... went to eat at toa payoh. if u ever get ur hamster or guinea pig. show it to me kays.

Phuture was the bomb. i miss that place. how long has it been..... 62830863687238 Years??? n it never failed to impress me.

breakfast with my cupcake. Nice. We had Delifrance. then i did facial for him at my heaven. cleanse, scrub, put on a mask... heeee... so pampered....

then friday came.... ohhh so fast.... the girls went out to do some shopping. remember girls! we can always buy it BANGKOK.WOOOOpie... oh i cant wait...

Watch IronMan with bf. wear so nice thinking to club but in the end. i was tired because of school started at freakin 8 am. ironman was awesome eventhough i doze off here and there.

Saturday was MOS. PURE WAS PURE. love the couches there.wanna make my house like that. (wishing) hmmm... partly dissappointed. because. main was playing trance.. and ppl there were shuffling. i noe he wanted to shuffle... but i dunnoe how to. i dun want to be a spoil sport. so we decided to go SmOOve. mats and minahs alert.
k... they were playing RnB and hip hop... and that place was crowded. fucking crowded. and THEY still wanted to shuffle there..... OMFG!!!! can they pls move to Main to Shuffle their soles away!!! so annoying! sheesh!

Sunday was laid back. i need to make sure the house was not in a f*** mess wen they return home. i was all over. i dunnoe where to start. did lots of ironing and sweeping. cant find my vaccuum. oh well...

love love

2008-04-22T23:26:00.004+08:00

i ve been lazy.. and ive havent been blogging. i think its because there no pictures. sigh....

Friday 18th April

well... school end realli reali earli. hmm.. started at 8 and ended at 12. and mr nice was in school at 10.30 AM. his plan of surprising me didnt work as Azrin called me to tell me he was having lunch with him... in the end, I was the one who Surprised him in the canteen. He joined our lecture by crawling in the lecture hall... so so so funnie.. like little mouse...

our adventure began.

we went to marina to have lunch at long John silver. he was craving for fish and rice.

and then wen to play 2 games of bowling... my 1st time i so so BEAT him. (beginners luck i guess) the next game i lost. sObs...

then off to Haji Lane.... nice nice dresses there. but no money no talk. nyeh nyeh... we almost reserve that dress that cost $90. wow!!

since i didnt eat, we went to eat at Tong Seng.. Our favourite, minced chicken noodle with side dish of otahs... haiz... i was in heaven.

went to OG to look at transformers.. and i bought him a bumblebee transformer for him. like a lil kid like tat..

day didnt end there... walk to Central Shopping Centre to chill till Renny came by to pass him his earpiece. i wanted him to try some crossaint thingie that was super delicious. and i wasnt wrong.. chill at TCC. and i enjoyed my OREO Frap-something with a scoop of vanilla ice cream. i swear... i was HIGH...

HOME sweet HoME....

the next day... 19th April 2008

spent my day with my family....... heeeee

worth the spending time with them as pa got me a new phone....

WOOOOPiiiiEEEE!!!!

1st comtemplating on HTC...
still contemplating.....
stilll...
and my dad said... 'u sure u want to get HTC?? is it realli Good? How bout 02.....? '
i gave my dad a 'HUH'....

and then i smile all the way. =)

Stupid starhub shops dun carry that phone at all toa payoh because no one ask for that phone. sheesh.. wad a reason...

i think i pissed of the starhub operator for asking to many questions n making to many calls to them.

in the end, i got my O2 Atom life. at a road show at suntec. super super excited. sheer happiness.

at night. something interesting happened.

i went clubbing and my parents knew about it. not particularly proud of clubbing by sneakin around but for the 1st time. they allowed. but got its terms tho.
my bro was following. NAH!' There wasnt any problem. we seperate ways and met in between intervals. he was with his school friends and me with my bf and reza. and we bogey our arses here.

i still manage to be sober wen i return home. and manage to go home $10 richer. hee... (the drunk guy dropped his $10 and it all mine!!!

i saw barathi at Attica too..

heeee....

home sweet home!!!

next week... more boogying!!!!

lazy to blog more as lack of photos.. tat realli sucks... so tata!

crazy nights and days..

2008-04-14T23:40:00.004+08:00

wen school was goin to start in just a few days. i met him like finalli. hee... so long never meeet eventhough it was my one week of holis.

well sat, went crazy at charles and keith, Pedro Sale... oooo... i cant believe u came and accompany me, to pick out hand bags, with oh-so many WOMEN there. so hot, so stuffy. but i was contented.

we meet up with azrin later. he is starting school soon and he invited everyone from the ward to a get together. went to eat at Sakura. met new faces. and some were kinda shocked that i was a student nurse too.. hee.. well now i noe them a lil bit more better...

after buffet. met more friends. and him, azrin n me went to clarke quay to chill. wanted to go Arena. but i was Super super disappointed with so many of them. err... they were having some Bangra night. Err.. eventhough i was given a free pass. i would rather shake my ass at MOS with all the mats and minahs. err... just not my cup of tea.

picture will be updated!dun u worry.

went to notti gurl but they were having some event too. err.. in this case, we didnt want to get ourselves wet.then, went to boat quay. and everyone was too zone out to even walk to 7-11. everyone except azrin and renny.

realli thank god i was not wearing heels. i will go arena very very soon.

then off to mount faber. watch the fantastic vies there. wow........

lying down makes me wanna puke. coffee makes me more sicker. oh yeah. wrong combi.

(never a whole jug of bourbon to myself and coffee in between hours of tipsyness)

then around 7. Reza sent me home and they decided to go jb. lol. went home. shower and then went down again. went to his place at 8am... Gosh... i think she was shocked. she ask me where i was from and then i said that i was from home... hEE...

instead of JB, went to Science centre instead. coz no car. the 4 of us. azrin got to get his beauty sLp... tee hee hee... science centre was fun. omni theater was great but since we had sleep deprivation. i knew i went to slp after 10 mins of the intro. overall. even sleep deprivations make me want to try all the displays that were shown there.

cab home and i sleep and sleep till my alarm woke me up at 6. gosh.

school started and i hope its gonna be fun!

miss them la

2008-04-10T22:47:00.004+08:00

she still look so cute la! loves u doll!

camwhoring in the toilet is a must!!!

days before buying school books.

we decided to meet up.

was suppose to go for bowling but instead we went to play pool.

our second time playing this holis.

went to eat 1st and then went window shopping!! loves loves.

oh ya. not forgeting camwhoring!

im so looking forward for school cause i miss bitching with them. cant get enuff of them.

lol.. i dunnoe why i look so kuai niang?!?

tomolo must buy books.

sheesh...

i was on the verge of doing something today.wasnt expecting how u responded. i noe to u, ur views doesnt matter. well enuff said.

i need another craving to keep my mind occupy. and its definitely not you.

imh...

2008-03-30T10:00:00.002+08:00

im having my attachment at IMH. 1 week has past and everyday is a storytelling session for some among us. heeeee.... the good, the bad, the ugly... we've got at least 31 patients to rmb and we have to rmb what kind of disorder they r having. and for me... i give them nicknames. (foodgrabber, majong kaki,the stiff) oh i shall not elaborate.

i always thought that ppl with thought disorder that were shown in the tv was exagerated. UNTIL, i did my interview. the patient answered our questions with all sorts of nonsencical ideation. n some were a tad scary.

the afternoon shift was interesting. hee.. and when night comes. it get scarier at times.
me: go n try to slp or rest ur mind?
her: im scared. there is something there. he is there
me: let come and accompany you.
her: you are not going to be there for long. later u have to go home.
me: since im here, i accompany u till u go n slp.
her: whos that beside you?
me: (at these point my hair stood) theres no one there. nothing to be afraid k.( n i joke to her saying these)
her: becareful wen you go home later. u must protect yourself.
and she walk away...

OMFG.... i swear i stood in that spot for the whole 30 seconds just calming myself down.

lalalalalalalalalalalala dun want to think about that incident.

Patients was held in prison-like conditions. nt as in having 6 cellmates in one toilet at the corner of the room k. they are held captives from 7.30 to 12.30 in the dayroom. waiting for time to pass and lunch to be serve. and from 12.30 to 3pm. locked up in the dorm to nap. and back out to linger from 3pm to 8pm. if student nurses were not around to fill their time. i think they would be so sad.

yesterday got the chance to meet him. IM So HATING my PMS... and at times i was way out of line. oh my god... i swear i dissappoint him so much.my mood is way off that i felt like shit how we end our date. i was suppose to be happy. delighted with how much things i bought. in the end i just chuck it one side hoping that day was diffferent.

yesterday shopping didnt lift my spirits up. irony.

im so sorry baby.

full full full

2008-03-17T23:37:00.003+08:00

had my own family day on sunday.everyone is busy with something except me (eventhough im having my holis) . im bored at home.oh well. so sunday came and to celebrate my long overdued birthday outing... hee..

we went downtown east to mc cafe and then to SAKuRA for a buffet. err... i give that place 5 stars. i prefer seoul garden.

pa enjoying his hot chocolate! (wonder why is he frowning)

ma enjoying the steak i think.

abang. err.. cam whoring with his DSLR.

me. hmm... i was darn full and bloated.i did enjoy that sunday.

i love my family for having spent quality time like this.

frustrated??

2008-03-17T01:27:00.002+08:00

frustrated???
how can u feel frustrated wen u noe how the situation is.
its been wad? more then 6 months and u still havent accepted the fact??
sometimes i do feel tat way but i more or less have accepted my fate till i reach a certain age.
im not like like them.
im thankful im not like them.
& i will never be like them.
ACCEPT THE FACT.

enuff said.

08 birthday

2008-03-09T00:37:00.007+08:00

full of concentration there!

spend a day with him today. n since P.s i love you was not more showing in the cinema. we decided to play some arcade. tat is him on the the black knights(yeah!) he was so so much better then me. i crash my plane just as the game started. SOBS.

but i rule at BISHI BASHI!!!

BISH HERE Bash there!!!

Lunch at Sakae... ate udon and and some salmon thingie...

SlurpS!!

chilled at TCC at bugis wen the waited surprised me with a small cake with a candle on top of it. it was not lit. as they didnt haf any lighter. of coz.. he offered.. he sang a birthday song to me. i made my wish. and i puff my candle.

sweetness.the cake and the person im sharing it with.

will kiss you more.

will open up to u more.

will hug you more.

oh ya. during the week. i cut my fringe. i was with denise and rose.for a mere 5 dollars at jean yip. and then my finge was gone. i dun regret it. it just tat i miss my longer fringe.

i look like a JEPUNIE! and with my streaks of RED hair. more of an AH lian.

wanna try how i look with this hairstyle. it does cover my wide forehead.

oh well.

more pics will be uploaded.

kl madness in 24 hrs!

2008-03-02T23:30:00.002+08:00

k.l madnesss in 24hours.

had a short trip down to k.l with mummy dearest and him. yeah... he accompany us. his off day. and since my dad was busy with the 'MAS selamat' escape. the 3 of us went there. my mum wanted to settle some business thingie and him. he just wanted to see K.L. and he did see alot of things.

the jam at causeway was very the horrible. it was very chialat. 100% checks for all transport leaving the country. we manage to go thru a short cut. wee....

reach k.l around 4. and he caught a glimpse of my house there. and all the cars entering the premises. very rich and nice cars. and he look at me with that look wen i said that i should get another 'one' just in k.L. (winks)

shopping here and there. mummy had to settle her business thingie too.

and then we left for spore around 11 pm. heee.... short trip but its worth it. so so so so worth it.

i was a happy girl.

AttACHment is so OVER!

end of attachment at KKH. gynae posting. well.. alot of emotions gone thru me during that week. and some of those still lingers in me. oh sigh.

Sad- the fact that i saw the fetus being aborted with every single part of the body tat has been develop.
Angry- the fact that there are so many cases and the MOST common reason is unwanted pregnancy or they r just NOT ready.
Ashamed- that MOST of the cases are malay (eventhough they are mats or minahs, they are still malays.)
Disappointed
Disgusted
Annoyed- just how happy they were with their 'LAKI' after the whole process was over
and hoping they were not given any painkiller or anaesthesia during the process of aborting the fetus.

with so many cases happening in one ward. imagine the whole hospital. sigh.

xueling and muni. thank god there were the both of u doing the same shift as me. thank you for listening to all my complaints of u noe wad. i really appreciate it.

and thank god it only a week!!

woo pie!

and let the holidays continue.....

Sperry,Nike,Zara, are all my friends today.

2008-02-24T00:26:00.005+08:00

today was awesome... exams are finally over and time for me to take a breather till my attachment next week. got to see him today. heee.... we went to the airshow. he wanted to meet at 9(startedat 9.30) but i said it was way tooo early.(CORK! I BLAME MYSELF AND NOT U FOR THIS) so we decided to meet ard 10 plus. oh ya. i was slightly late. Guess wad i saw wen approching pasir ris mrt, a whole lot of ppl...worst then 4D.... Worst then free handphones! omg.... they were queing for the shuttle service.

so we decide to cab there from tampines. so we stayed in the train.

the OMG didnt end there, the traffic was bad too. but it was moving though. k... we reach there ard 1210hrs. and since we knew the air display is starting soon. we decided to hang around outside the sandy fields.

the airshow was awesome. Black knights (f16)... Way to go!!! i guess wen u named urself black knights... i was expecting u guys to be BlacK... As in 'chao TAr black.' but red and white are not so bad either. other then the black knights there were some other planes. er... some didnt take an interest.

so we had the chance to see the apache helicopter , the chinook, f16, f18, othr millitary ariplanes... and the cute pilots too =)... esp the ang moh pilots... the were attracting lots of girls...and kids too. and kids wanted to be pilots too. aspire to be a pilot someday. as there lots and lots of ppl.... we did haf pics but none without ppl head, hand, strollers in it. oh well.

so much for queues everywhere in the event. we manage to get ourselves a diary of the black knights.... OOOOOOOOOO..... NICE.... worth the super kiasuism...

the going home home was tough too. nearly faint because we left the place around 3. and we didnt had a heavy breakfast. we were goin to faint. cabbing to queensway shopping centre was not a cheap one.

things to be improved for better experience

1) wear someting light. not jeans and definitely not black

2)bring ur own camera. er. No offence dear.

3) get there early. really early

4) if u can, haf a car and drive there,

5) kids below 3. dun bring them. its a hassle with the stroller pushing and all. n its nt worth it for them

6)bring a fan(batt operated wld be gd)

7) definitely bring shades(with Uv protection)

8)bring food or have a heavy breakfast to last ur camwhore session there

9)sometimes it pays to be a lilttle kiasu to get the things u want

1o) bring extra cash for the cab in case u decided to take a cab.

shoppin with baby was a amazing. wow. never eat also can. elizabeth got a new something. and he was disappointed with queensway as wad we were looking for was no where to be found.

so off city hall.

shop somemore. then went to eat at Lj.

then shop somemore at citilink

and more shoppin at marina.

and i bought a new water bottle. and its black. hee...

and. i just realise my handbag is giving way. thebag strap part is torn. and its my favourite bag.oh well more shopping.

no more clothes. just a nice handbag for me rite now.

mama finally got to see u. after tat hari raye.hee... she is so pleased..and she notice ur ah beng hair... hee..pssst... ah beng and ah lian walking down the street. so loving.

1st march pls come soon. kl with family and him. heee... he gt to see malaysia in his own eyes. Malaysia TRUely ASIA?

oh well. just hoping. not expecting. might be praying.

ladedah....

Sperry,Zara,Nike, are all my friends today.

tomorrow mite be guess or charles and keith.

hee..... just wondering.

Valentines Day vs Mental Health

2008-02-14T23:05:00.004+08:00

today is valentine's day. it also the start of my exams. (lecturers do not haf a life) well, first paper was mental health. it wasnt a difficult paper, nor it was an easy paper. i think i manage it well. and cock thing was, it was a late paper. start at 4pm and ended at 6pm. we poly kids realli got no life rite. bleargh!

well anyways... HapPY VaLenTinEs Day!!!

thank you deborah for the valentines day present. it was so sweet of u. thanks for the mood booster in the midst of cracking our brain for mental health!!

between me and those who were involve... giggles =)

Went to chua chu kang to surprise him. even though everyday is valentines to us. today is still something to commenmorate (whatever the spelling is) about.. heee... i love that look on his face when he turn while he was at the train station. it took him a second look to confirm tat it was me standing in front of him. accompany him to work. all the way to his changing room. although it was a short meet up, i felt happy cause i miss him so much.

baby. im sorry for the letdown ive caused recently. im sorry for the selfish ways ive reacted.

love you.

oh schooool......

2008-01-31T23:49:00.000+08:00

oh schOoool....

Oh yes. School had started after my memorable experience at ward 63C. and yes... i do miss these cuckoos that were posted at TTSH for the whole 3 weeks. i miss them lots lah. ikli.. pls dun act shy shy with the camera...

this lil babe... although had attachment at SGH. we were assigned to different wards. Lol... think they noe we will be havoc in the same ward. i still miss her. still rmb we hug with our uniforms after the afternoon shift at the walkway with ur helmet.. hee.... cuteness...

Random pics. look at the pic closely... dun be fool by the innocence in her eyes.... HEE.......

Random pic of kutip. i noe unglam.. but she is still so cute having this pose. with the kuyuness in her eyes... lol.....

i miss my bf. absence is realli making this heart of mine yearn for him. exams are coming. nyeh-nyeh... yeah tml sch starts at 2... but end at 8. crap.

elizabeth is gold today.
tomorrow she will be flower power.

i want to go to bugis street. i want to buy that top tat i was contemplating on buying but didnt get. its so cheap. gong xi gong xi sale. uttering nonsense as i just ended some medical surgical revision.

i want to see denise soon. i want to tok cork with her. lalalalala...

tj&ns

2008-01-12T16:38:00.000+08:00

u taught me how love again.

we gonna get thru this.

thank you dear.

09/08/07

2008-01-12T16:01:00.000+08:00

Walau.... my blog have been collecting dust.... since last november... oh well... im back since i got my new modem and lappy that comes along with it. good deal tho. oh ya. my daddy paying. so not to worry... HEE.... (tats wat bonus all about). spending it on ur kids.

okay... this is somewat late and belated... hee... HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL! ( i noe its like 12 days late.) sadly tis yr... there is no fireworks. as we were stuck in the traffic while the fireworks ignited the sky. all we heard was the boom booms here and there... oh wad a waste... mr bofie was working. but from his workplace can sure see. one day we will spend new yr together.

Currently having my attachment at ward 63C... its C class... fully subsidised by the govt( i think) and ya... sometimes they question about the ward being small and hot. this and that. even the diapers, is controlled by the ward sisters. YEs.... its tat pathetic. so far i can cope in my room. i getting use with the staff there... joking around... disturbing each other. its not so bad till the C.I bomb questions at us. she will ask us lots till u stand down there looking puzzled at her. and she always emphasis with her concepts thingie!!!.... ok ok i get it alrdy....

feeling like shit at home. my mum's mood is much more worst then the weather these days.... its like the wind. one day she can be so friendly and the next BOOM.... and the thing is... i dunnoe wads bothering her. its not as though as she tells me or anythin... she will just give me random response wen i talk to her... sometime im so tired to even talk to her because i noe wads her response gonna be like... kinda sad feeling this way. she left me feeling shitty yester wen i went to work. and adding to that... mr bofie wasnt much of a help. nah nah naah...... thank god work was great yesterday.

post PMS.....ladeedah.....

no point making resolutions if u dun intend to do a shit about it. so tats my saying of the day.

mwahahahaha.....

2007-11-07T11:45:00.000+08:00

the sun loves us!! love these babes a whole lot...

BUTTERKAT!! loves u dear...

my scandal dexter.

2007-11-07T11:24:00.000+08:00

i came at 1030am today thinking that ive a tutorial. and then nurul said that it was E-tut. ---- lah... oh well, not anyone fault but mine. lucky i brought dexter along(his Lappy) so thats y i can blog all the way till 1 pm. dexter is with me till he come back from BKK. he is here to accompany me while he is there. shopping his wallet dry. dexter is my scandal. SHhhh.....

i love dexter too... because it is BLAZING RED... weee... shiny surface... and i dun haf to argue with that cuckoo at home to use the lappy. there are some disadvantge too... dexter has Microsoft Vista.... ARGh... i cant stand Vista because some of the things are not compatible for me to do my projects... f---- LAh... oh well... as long i can go online and blog. and play music. im HAPPy....

School has been ok lah. there are some lectures that i dun understand. some lectures are damn boring. mental health is more cuckoo then ever.

miss him lah. although he made me upset yesterday. my heart still yearns for him. and im having my period so sometimes he call me wen i not in a very good mood. cork u noe. thank god he understand the mentrual cycle.

Hearts him.

CANt wait to meet DENISE later... i want to eat, talk, eat some more and more bitching about our lives lah... i hope i can see ROSE AND HAS too..... argh!!!!! i miss u guys a whole lot....

hari raya with the dayng dayang ( Ovedued post)

2007-11-07T10:53:00.000+08:00

Rayaing wit the dayang2 was Super awesome and fun. i would not call them dayang2 if not for them meeting so late. we were suppose to meet at 130pm but every one of the dayang2 had a story to tell on why they were late. heee..... in spite that, everyone was superbly gorgeous tat day. we got to send a thank u note to our school for having this Elearning DAy gor us to jalan hari raya.

Memi, mE, Rabiah... At nurul's void deck, waiting for dayang DILY. got time so camwhore lah. PICS ARE NOT ARRANGED IN SEQUENCE.

3 cupcakes.... weee.... Nurul, Munirah, Me ( infront of Memi's Mirror of her house) in the midst of touching up.

CANDID! At Sheila's beautiful balcony... love it so much. oh ya: the kid in the midst of us is her younger brother. damn cute lah.

Candid yet Again at memi's house... we were happy lah... and begining to feel bloated.

the stairs post... heee... my mum was so cute in taking our pics. heeee... love her lots lah...

That day ended with me cabbing home around 1 am. weeee.... mama stayed up to wait for me. hehehe... she is nice... visited 9 houses in total. next yr, pls let someone get her licence soon... dily and nurul, im refering to u girls. then we can rent a MPV and drive around to jalan hari raya to everyone house yet again. we we ourselves tat day. damn the kecoh. weee....

KiNG leoNidas!!!

2007-10-24T23:24:00.000+08:00

school is out... and since my bro is busy with his project and all... i couldnt use the laptop.... sigh... wish i had my own lappy... oh well... sem 2 has just began...and all the lecturers i m having are all NEW and a liltle cuckoo... as most of the topics are all about mental health. WEEEE....

i actually not looking forward to go IMH because of all the crazy stories im hearing from the lecturers... its kinda scary lah... SIGH.... oh well.. wad to do??? i haf no choice...

celebrations for hari raya was great. it hasnt ended OKAY... the nurses are going to jalan hari raya this Friday... NO school... Elearning day... one CORK day for all the students to go online and download a few stuff and do the STUPID survey. and that is our ATTENDENCE!!!! oh wat the hell...

k.. back to hari raya.... SELAmat hari RAYA to all muslims.. and Maaf zahir dan batin...(ok i noe its long overdue but hari raya last for 1 month ya!!) tee hee hee...

he met my parents last Sunday. nerve wreacking... but it was alrite lah. i was thankful that it was him. he is such a nice boy. (smiles!) cousins saw him. they were quite surprise to wad his profession was. oh well... he is a SPARTAN lah... KING Leonidas!!!

greys anatomy is making me cry.... sigh... so sad this episode... i wanna own the dvd!!!

mwahx mwahx....

sorry i cant upload pics... as my bofie accidently format the memory card... alahai... he is very the cuckoo la...

if i snore in my sleep. i will give you ear plugs for u to stay by me.

so far...

2007-10-09T00:42:00.000+08:00

im back after the 2 weeks of attachment at KKH. Paediatrics ward. oh well.SEE... YOU CANT handle meds, CAN'T handle Iv's, CAN'T handle the kids coz either the kids are sensitive(they will start crying) or the parents dun want u to get too close to them... So wat to do?? NOTHING. we play with kids who were hyperactive, alone, and those who seem to be friendly enuff to be approached. overall experience, we depend on hourly parameters to make the hours in the day to go a teeny way faster. and feeding infants when their parents were not around. and bitching about parents with an attitude ordering the nurses around to make milk or clear their kids mess.

a lot of interesting cases. other then the normal GE, Asthma, abdo pain. we saw unique cases. Such as intoxication of substances, child abuse and Crohn's diseases( oh well till now i'm still not sure wad the heck is tat.) hahahah... some kids are still not thinking why they do the things that make their family worry. oh well i was in tat phase in my life too.stupid and immature.

because of the attachment and his work. cant reaali see mr bofie everytime now.everythin must plan. met him after his course just now, went shoe hunting. my heart still belong to charles and keith after all these years. heeeee....saw this black heels... wowwwwww.......... super super hot la...

oh NURSES.... time table is out.... and im cursing and swearing because friday is our night classes.... Of all the days in the week!!!! sigh... i think the lecturer have no life lah... CRAP.... and our lesson end at 6 most of the days. haiyah....

this friday got to buy books!!!

2007-09-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

my week in the OBS department was great.

got to see a real life normal delivery the very 1st day of attachment.

well.... it was scary, gross, amazing, happy. its an eye opener to witness everthing there. and we had the chance to feel and see the placenta. slimy, warm and very big. thank god i was fasting that day. if not, there goes my lunch.

the next day, went Obs and gynae centre. it was like a clinic setting but all the patients were females. well, it was kinda boring there. intresting part was the ultrasound. was lost looking at the monitor at 1st. and then u can actually see the baby moving... COOL stuff...

Oei! its not funny to terminate ur pregnancy just like that without thinking that there's another life inside u!

KNN....

kIds these days!!!

oh well, got the chance to be assigned in the nursery... BABIES!!!! got to bathe them.. weeee....They were so tiny and cute... feeding and burping them was an experience...someday i will be doing that to my own baby...hee.. got experience alrdy so i dun think i'll be clueless...

then back to the ward setting. becoming more tired day by day. thank god tml is saturday. was kinda lost in the ward coz suddenly u got to do para and serve meds. update charts and do dressings. oh well... got to get use to it...

finally met mr bofie yesterday. after 3 days... lol.. miss him so much. worth the wait even though i got to wait for him after his meeting. then went to buke at swensens marina... YUMMY!!!! didnt manage to enjoy my sticky chewy chocolate coz i was too full. sigh... some other time lah...

TP sucks.. coz i failed... too nervous guess... cause that was NOT the best i drove in the road.. stalled to many times... haiz...shitty feeling wenever i think about it. during the warm up before the test, everything was excellent. parkng was NIce... but to the test... evertything went haywire. sigh.. will do better the next one...

would someone lend me his/her car to testdrive??? hEEE.....

fun fun fun

2007-09-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

Fasting month has begun... Insyaallah everything is going to go smoothly. attachment next week. 1st week SGH, then off to KKH. Can at least see Mr Bofie around the hospital. hee....

gone cycling with Mr Bofie at ECP on Wednesday. super super fun. cycle cycle to bedok jetty. got ourself sugarcane to quench out thirst. admire the ski-ing thingie and told ourself that we are gonna do tat one day soon. we will go blading soon too. get ready ur baggy jeans and lots of Tegaderm and plasters.

Buke with him on the first day of fasting. went to ECP yet again because both of us were craving for satay. heee... but we were late, so we buke with chewing gum 1st. hee... walking with our filled belly was NICE... lol....mr buncit and ms bloated... hEE...

got my results thru sms. dun like the idea of anticipating it around 12 am n then receiving the sms at plus in the morning. they should haf a specific timin wen the results will be out.wat if im having a sweet dream or something. spoiler u noe. oh well. that sms didnt spoil my sleep. it was worth spoiling wadever im dreaming of coz sem 2... here i come!!! =P

2007-09-07T18:40:00.000+08:00

this is my hun and me. sunny day at sentosa. WEEEEEE...

loving them loads!!

2007-09-07T17:01:00.000+08:00

so far.... im loving my holis...

2007-09-07T00:49:00.000+08:00

So far... im loving my holis... been spending my morning with mr hotstuff having brekfast after his night shifts... and loving our french toasts at Long John... havent got sick of it like how im sick of hotcakes though.wEEEEE...

finally got to watch Ratatouille at GV marina.damn hilarious.how they sanitizes the mice in the sanitizer( i wonder y didnt get cooked in it).wadever it is, i still wouldnt want a mouse to cook a meal for me no matter wat cleaning agent u use to wash their hands and bodies. EEEEE......

met my hunnies(nursing babes) for a day of catching up. went crazy at 'COTTON ON'.bought this n that.( i GOT TO stOP shoppinG)... Fetch Ying Ling and went Crazy at 'Cotton on' again. heeee... all of us couldnt stop feasting on hands on their clothes. its reasonably pice. WEEE... cheaper then topshop..

pics will be uploaded soon....

went to the merlion today... weather was hot but windy. we walked there from peninsula.fond nice skinnies there. resist the temptation of getting one. mr hot stuff got him a black one. looks gd on u hun. with ur pedro shoes. wowie!
walk walk walk... went a lil crazy with his camera phone. took shots of us, shadows, shoes, hair, smiles, and of coz the MERLION. went to one fulerton starbucks!!! and had nice FRAPPES... caramel frappe n choc chip frappe. ECLAIRS and the chocolate brownie. INdulge indulge!!! thanks sayang!!

currently worried for my TP.... and my exams results... argh!!! argh!!!! dun want to tink about it but images of bad episodes are flooding my mind. and then u hold my hand and say everything gonna be alrite.

im HappIe!!!

lazy weeks...

2007-08-29T22:09:00.001+08:00

Exams r finally done. hee.... like finally... now having 3 weeks break. gonna cook one day. i wanna cook my HOT stuFf's favourite dish. hehehe... i mite poison it u noe...or maybe it wont taste tat nice. been out to do my driving to finish my modules. well well.... i drove barefoot because of the stupid BLISTERS... OUCH.... oh well y instructor was very patient wif me. i hope i get my driving licence very very soon.i want my car lah.

gone shopping with mr hot stuff on monday. and i wanna add stuffs to my WANT list. town was preety quiet and laid back. oh well maybe its because it was a monday. i wanna shop at wisma.NEW SHOP alert... some shop name cotton something... got cheap look alike of topshops u noe... weeeee.... time to save money !!! mr hot stuff bought the shoe. u look more hotter then ever. cuter... heee....

went to meet ibu and one third of ur family... hee... meet ryan finally... he was a bundle of joy and happiness.. and he want me to feed him epok2... very manje u noe... like the uncle oso..

been a good daughter this few days... stay home and clean the house. rajin NYE!!!! lol... its because he is doing nite shift. so must be gd gf too by staying home. take care sweetness... fill ur belly with junk food...

pieces are falling into places...

2007-08-18T02:09:00.000+08:00

Life has been up and down recently... never got a chance to blog abt it... attachment has ended for about a week now... have been studying for the coming exams...and have been spending lots of fun time with someone special.

attachment was great... hmmm.. although the C.I got her moodiness sometimes... she is kinda okie with me... did lots at ward 58. Met new nurses,Medics,PCa... oh well the list goes on...got a few glimpse of starlights in the ward but none were doctors like i expected.nurses there were Young looking.some freshly graduated, some with 1 or 2 yrs expereince. got a few memorabe expeience. but i rather not disclose it.

national day was super super awesome. went sentosa, underwaterworld, cable car, the new monorail.... love loves... even got to see fireworks. WOWIE...(9-8-07)

saying goodbye to u was a relief to my heart. i finally noe wad i wanted and i dun think u can fufill them. u gave me false hope and empty promises. wen u realise tat i was gone forever, it finally struck ur mind that i had given u my very best. BUT to me, u realise it a little too late.ur words, i made a promise to myself not to come back to u. the decision is final. i wish u the very best in ur future ahead. take care.

im happy at this moment. its kinda fast i noe but i want my happiness too.mama likes u.i hope pa does too... another 2 months, till u meet them.. heeeeeee.... i cant wait...oh ya... i like u too...

lol....

2007-08-18T02:00:00.001+08:00

"Littlest Things"

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
There's no one in the world that could replace you

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

P.S: IM HAPPY!!!

this song is for Lan...

2007-08-08T23:39:00.000+08:00

SAY GOODBYE....

Look we gotta talk
Dang I know
I know it's just
It's just...
Some things I gotta get of my chest alright....
Yeahhhh...
Whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa...
Listen..

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

[Hook]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
[Say Goodbye Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com]
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know

[Hook]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh [4x]
Do you hear me crying?
Oh, oh, oh [4x]

we havent seen eye to eye for months now. and u should noe it by now. well i think u finnally seeing it. it reaali hard to love u like i love u previously. coz its all shattered. i know u'll understand.

MWAHhhXXXx!!!

2007-07-19T16:27:00.000+08:00

its been a awhile since i last updated... oh well... next week would be my attachment.... then of to my exams.... 3 papers BUT the content is very heavy...so updates: passed by BCLS.... A whole lot of group 15 passed fortunately.... WEEEEEE..... projects are all done.... and as for entrepeneur!!!! im getting sick of that shit.... oh well.. haf to get thru it.... lalalala.... below are the pics from chiangmai... noting much because the girls havent collate it yet...

i want that guess bag in K.L but i turn dwn my dad's offer... anD now ive have been dreaming about it... THinking about it lah... HAiz... regret LAH....

there will be a a flea market at HAJI lane This sunDAY... and i will be there!!!! hehehe... with my bro of coz.... if u wanna come... u call me ya... loves loves....

SAWADEKAP

2007-07-19T16:26:00.000+08:00

SAWADEKAP!!!!!

2007-06-12T23:18:00.000+08:00

im in chiangmai...lalallaala.... enjoyin my life down here... ohya... i wish i had more thai BAHT.....
k then i gonna update wen i come back!!!!!

2007-05-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

been busy with projects.... and layaning my dear brother n his room... lol.. all we do is tok and watch t.v .... hahahaha.... messy bedroom messy house.... n sometimes.. i just dun want to do anything about it...

been feeling shitty reacently... lol... where do i even begin...

i will stay positive i guess...

oh well

not updating anytime soon...

cant wait for the holidays...

i want my days to be longer...

2007-05-15T09:16:00.001+08:00

im in school.... wen school suppose to start at 11... wad the hell rite... got to do some studying, some stupid project work (finding pictures)....argh.... its gonna be cold today and i forgot to bring my sweater... sigh...

yesterday watch a second round of spidey with my parents.... i didnt slp... i still enjoyed it though... and next time im goin to burger king... i want to order a kids meal coz the spidey man toy is so damn cute lah... venom look more friendly.... and they r so miniture.... lol....

although i was piss with u yesterday for being so cock... i cant go on to be piss coz its like not worth it like tat... days left le... wish i had more hours in one day... maybe 30 hours a day.... or maybe the day will just be daylight.... no night time... more time for everything in my life rite now.... tml.. i hope and hope i can finish my project asap so that i can meet u and have dinner...

i noe its not like ur going to die or somethin but i want to treasure wadever time we haf and i dun want to think wadever the consequences are goin to be....

today!

2007-05-09T19:58:00.000+08:00

today had my entrepeneurship day... although, it was done so so so so last minute.. we did pull it through.... our grp did manage to maintain positive.. thank god for Norin and the guys... we had shortage of manpower at the middle of it... but we did pull it through.... lalala...

Poster done by NORIN... credits to her. she is so sweet to do most of the posters.... Thanks dear...

And thats Bing huang and Eng Kiat (standing) helping n advising the girls how to shed some pounds.. LOL...

i never felt so exasperated before... toking to u is like talking to some apek refusing his medications to finding some old backward way to threat the disease... our views and urs are so so different.. and i noe that we can neva agree on one.... stuborn ol man.... maybe i just dun see how u see things.... how narrow ur thinking is... lol... wad can i say... it has always been... u want us to isten to u only... us being deviant has nothing to do with us having thoughts of testing the govt or society. its a moment of udder stupidity. or shall i say.. we didnt think about the consequences...

pa i rest my case....

huni... u noe i m down rite, try understanding pls......

n to my kitties: i noe the renovations has caused a lot of inconveniences.... but lets face it... havent u dreamt of shitting everywhere coz there r sand EVERYWHERE!!
lol... cover ur feaces k....

wowie!!! spiderman spiderman.......

2007-05-05T19:56:00.001+08:00

i met him earli today.. was suppose to have breakfast but we decided to go watch SpiDey MAn 3...lucki not much ppl.... went to watch at century square... hmm.... the movie seems long but it was so awesome...damn damn awesome... venom was evil... like duh... i mean cool... the black spandex was super super HOT! hahahas..... and mr sandman... u look like the Mr Terminator... overall rating: 5 popcorns.... WORTH the wait... cant wait for pirates of the carribean and Shrek 3.... oh ya... Harry POtter.... PLs come soon...

went to meet my parents after tat.. sigh... nothin much happened... lol... i want to swim tml...

bld donation yet again....

2007-05-02T23:41:00.000+08:00

blood donation yet again... lol.... i just love giving blood.... adrenaline rush lah... lol... never been blogging... cos ive been spreeing alot... hahaha... got to stop it lah... well... went to jb with family on sat. chill out at our home there... and did some housework there...

yesterday was holi... went swimming at geylang east... and knowin it was the holi, it was pack with kids.... and adults too... the lifeguard were busy blowing their whistles.. 1st time i saw those ppl work...lol...

i cant wait to get my new room....... Chew Interior!! it better be nice!!! hahaha... i cant wait!!

u think u r so thin u can criticise ppl ah?

2007-04-20T20:49:00.000+08:00

i wish i could say ' FUCK u' wen i heard wat u commented about my so called Flabby arms... u think u r skin and bones u can criticise u students la...ask me to exercise and all... eh... my problem la.... fuck la... AND all u could say was " i hope u dun mind me saying tat' after all the humiliation u haf caused me...( eventhough they were my classmates.) hey.. IT hurt me u noe... deep down inside me.. i bare grudges against u. i could NOT concentrate in that lesson. eventhough i look like i did.... BLOODY hell...and there u go pressing my so called fats... Eh u think wat? nice... press here press there.... laugh here n there.... CHIBAI!!!

yes
School has started... but because of that idiot, i didnt haf a so called 'nice' FRiday... i cant wait for my DATE wif my huni this sunday.

was glad to see my classmates in school again... YEAR 2 babe!! no more a freshie... weee.... wish all to haf a fun sem ahead of them....

HURt.

so far so far

2007-04-11T20:46:00.000+08:00

i never update for so long.... and dilly ask me to update.... so here it goes....
attachment is finally over wif friday as our public holi... im gonna miss amanda!! my yr 2 senior.. without her... life in room 22 will be such a Bore.... and i haf to put up wif u noe who..... thanks god u r there... i hope i'll see u in school...

went to meet nurul on monday... like finaly lah i get to see her before school starts after my hectic hectic 3 weeks... she gave me my bday pressie.... weeeee..... NICE..... like i dunnoe where u buy it frm.... heheheheh.... went to town.... walk around.... fun fun fun..... she got herself a new bag for school reopening...

today went swimming.... lalala... with denise.... we had so much fun...we had the pool all to ourself till some older generations came..... denise was burnt alrite.... hehehe... no more swimmmin for her... hehehehe....
then went to tanjong katong area to get kutip's anti fungal cream.... heee.... damn cute lah the dogs there....
off to parkway.... sent my phone for servicing.... and we had 2 hours to spare at the shopping centre.... walk here walk there, up down.... try on clothes at dorothy perkins.... there r some interestng shops there...

my phone is working faster now.... not lagging..... weeeee..... lastly went to the pasarmalam near my neighbourhood... heeeeee.... bought pau for my dad, burger ramly for my bro, peanuts for all, and a hairbrush for myself...(it was time to get one)

oh ya... my small cat has given birth.....

CUTE LAH

im away...

2007-03-23T18:52:00.000+08:00

NUra is away... be back in 3 weeks....

the cat angel....

2007-03-13T21:48:00.000+08:00

i went to sent kutip to the vet just now.... and i saw a smoking angel.... she was so sweet to cats.... she looked so sophisticated but she went to touch kutip eventhough kutip had some skin infection...Phyllis is her name...lalalalaalaal.... an she will help me to pay all the stray cats
i find for sterlization... coolness...

MEOWWWWW............

exam results sucks.. and i dun want to be sad.....

RETAIL therapy HERe i COME!!!!!!

FISh r friend

2007-03-11T01:18:00.000+08:00

on the 9th of march i wnet to see my huni... he gave my birthday present.... woo wie!!... sweet lah he.... neva celebrate that much..... but i was so so happy...he sang me a birthday song on the phone at 2 am on the 10th of march...... it soothe me to slp....My DELICIOUS green Apple

evening.... i went to watch Nemo on ICE!!!! i went to watch with ros, DEnise,and ros's sisters... and it was free tickets... we went in the theatre quite late and e manage to get the best views eventhough there were allocated seats..... great view.... and free tix... my day just got better.....
i bought a SQUIRT mug... damn damn cute.... but i ddnt take a picture of it.....

went to mac for supper.... was still so excited....

i would like to thank all the ppl who toook time and effort to wish me and even celebrated my birthday with me.... To denise, ros, and has....I love u all.... to nurul may we stay friends forever.... lalalalala.... to those who wish me.... thanks for rmbering... i will try not to forget urs....

advanced celebrations.....

2007-03-10T23:58:00.000+08:00

And so it was my long awaited birthday.... i had my celebrations 2 days in advance... on the 8th of march, i met denise and rose... the brought me to gelare... to have a feast.... lalalala..... had my oreo cheesecake.... and the sang me a birthday song.....

then went to meet has at sengkang.... her birthday was on the 8th... but went to lepak with her.. talk a lot of crap... and then went to town for some shopping .....
wooooo..... i reaali enjoy myself.....

my OREO chesscake

Has and rose....

has, denise and me.... showing off my balloons....(it spells NURA)

LOOOK.... my pressie.....

this was rosie bithday card to me... Scary kan? hahahas....

rain rain.. pls go away....

2007-02-28T22:44:00.000+08:00

rain rain pls go away.... i miss the sun... driving was damn scary during the rain... and during lane changing... i had to speed up... argh... esp scari.. but lucki my instructor was super super pro... so sad to hear him leave because he was the best to me among the rest... he was super super patient with me.... but too bad... he got to further his studies... Wishing him all the best for his studies...

wentworth is hot and so is my boyfriend

2007-02-26T00:15:00.000+08:00

nid i say more...
(michael scofield aka wentworth miller)

im blogging finally

2007-02-25T21:38:00.000+08:00

wee... im blogging finally.... sigh.... the attachment and the exams r finally over... was really stress and thank god for the chinese new year holis were kinda lon for me to laze around and revise... welll... holi are here... till the next atachment comes... cant wait... but i wont get to see my Clinical instructor tat was incharge in ward 48... i saw her in school.. miss her... and she told me that she is no longer a C.I but tkaing her advanced dip. well... all the best to her i guess....

wads my plan for my holis... hmm... nothing much except for driving lessons... haix.... wen to finish ah.. got to take my final theory somemore....sigh... hope to finish this soon....

... dot dots..... will update more...

2007-02-13T16:59:00.000+08:00

im not going to update till the exams ends.....

the very small basket

2007-01-19T23:40:00.000+08:00

Can u Spot 3 cats in that tiny Basket!?!

new skin

2007-01-18T23:54:00.000+08:00

my old skin was screwed up...

SO....

new skin... i wanted something simple... so here it is....

SunFlower Power....

hahahas....

BearY bearY Sweet.....

2007-01-16T22:54:00.001+08:00

my Baby is so so SweET.... he bought me a bear while he was at k.L.. and i managed to bring it home yesterday....... this was the plastic bag....

It was born At the LivinG CabIN!!!

wraP in pretty prettY wrapPer! it was huge!

Finalli.... it sat on my bed... and we name it doggy....
( DoggY The Bear)
weeee......

thank u sayang...MwAhkx!

Rai rain go away!

2007-01-14T00:32:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.. this week has been a wet one.... everyday raining.... rain all over spore... even went home barefooted just to avoid getting my new nike suede all wet... Haix.... all the way to the mrt station... i walk barefooted... hahaha.... even my lecturer gave me a thumbs up wen he saw wad i was doing.... hahaha... FOR THE LOVE of my Shoes....

the rain didnt stop me to go to town for a liltle shopping at town with my cousin.... with my green umbrella.... hahahah.... went to buy my baby's bday present.... haix... spoilt for choice but i just couldnt decide which t-shirt to buy.... so decided on the volcom....
hmmmmm...... (went ripcurl today to get the size change) he betta be thankful!

went to meet more aunties of his and met his grandma and grandpa... hahahaha.... friendly... at 1st i was a lilttle scared but...i didnt felt awkward wen i began to interact with them... the kids were there too... cuteness... overall... it wasnt that scary...

pIctures Time!!!

2007-01-07T23:43:00.000+08:00

BOOOOOOO!!!!

this the cat that i saw at her house.... hahahah... so fat and orange.... she is fierce and lazy.....

zouk K.L ( where All THe MEAN bouncers are)

sweet lah both of them......

my skates....

an exhibition for all !!!!

2007-01-05T19:44:00.000+08:00

2007-01-04T10:22:00.000+08:00

HApPy BirthDay PApA!!!

He is 52... And he still looking good.... HAhas....

Love him lots....

Back to Blogging!

2007-01-04T10:08:00.000+08:00

im Back to blogging..... after all these while i've been missing.... anyways.... i have been missing to k.l... i tried to upload the pics... but home internet was down or something....

im in school.... hahaha... and there's is no tutorial... i missed sch yest.. coz... i kinda overslept.... hahhaah... so anyways...

been doin a lot in k.l.. there's alot of (1st time) for my future sis in law, my bro n me... for me... went to club at zouk k.l... and i agree with the k.l bouncers being very mean and all that... not like spore one... almost didnt let me in because i wasnt 21 yet... hahahaha... but i think they were nice to a certain extent....

went to ice skate... fell down becoz avoiding this small fella.... and had a stupid experience wif this idiotic cikope.... he was chasing the 3 of us.... and everything he touches, the innocent will fall.. i mean he use stable humans, as his way to make him stable.... and to some ladies, he will just put his hands around him...

my countdown was held in the TRANSNATIONAL bus back to singapore...hahaha... cuteness.... we took the midnite bus becoz we were scared that there were no more available tickets...

pictures will be uploaded....

i cant wait for my parent to come backk today..... i miss them a lot.......

A Cuckoo Day At the Airport!

2006-12-22T01:04:00.000+08:00

Met my cuckoo Friends at PopEyes airport.... i was the cuckoo one too...... wee.... we ate andate.... chickens, shrimps, burgers, bun biscuits, mashed potatoes.... and FRIES... Ate a lot... well i think i did eat and eat!!

Talk a lot of cork..... took a lot of pictures... Rose gave me a present... its a shower set... Smell of Lavender and Almond blossom.... if only i had a bathtub.... then i can soak myself in it... anyway... thanks sweetness....

PURPLE!!!!

Continue our conversations at the viewing malll.... LAugh a lot and loudly... hahahahahahahaha.... we couldnt care less.... anyway..... talk about our life... Other ppl lives....

and Ros.... The airport doesnt close ever...... its like the mamak shop selling murtabak and roti prata......

i ate a lot today... ate ice cream... ate bengawan solo..... haix.....

i begin to worry.... who cares lah.....

Has And ME......

clockwise: denise, HAS, me, n Rosie!!! Has is in mary JAnes!! ( for 5 seconds!)

taken in the toilet: Me, HAs, Denise, Rose

Bored and nothing to do... Oh Well... the cabin was Empty!!

I miss my Parents la....

Come backmy house n i haf to clean the mess that the dinosaur and the cats have made!!!!

Shitness!

My baby leaving for K.L soon.... haix.... and i wont be spending time with him.... this is crappy!!!

My dream dressing Room

2006-12-20T23:32:00.000+08:00

My Dream Dressing room.... sigh.... This was at ikea tampines...!!!!

tat place... i can get lost....

holi

2006-12-20T17:13:00.000+08:00

So Busy So Busy...

Saturday.... Went to help my bro fleamarket... neva take a lot of pics though... (yet to be updated) the flea market was at HoME cLub.... Fun Fun... if i had more money... i would buy gurlie stuff there.... Sigh....

hahahahaha.... JAmil And mY BRo!

Meet my hunny later..... and went to watch ERAGON At sUn Plaza.... Oh well... at least i get to cuddle with him....

i Am not realli IMPRESSED!

Anyone intrested in this one of a kind t-shirt.... onli 30 Pieces.... (Price:$39.50) PLease contact ME!!!!

Went to Jb with my bro... WEEE.... got lost.. stuck in a jam.... for a few hours.... Reach home like 3 AM.... HAiz... and wanted to pee so badly wen we were at the causeway!!!!!

thank god it was over..... HAhHAHAA.....

So elmo At AeOn ciTY JB!!!!

sore eyes or not.... I still wanted to take a picture of ME!

Oh ya.... Today... i got the slping piG as my instructor!!! Shitness.....

SwimMIn

2006-12-14T19:53:00.000+08:00

Weee... SwimminG yesterday..... hahahahahahahaha.... i noe how to swim but i dunnoe How to Stand water..... argh... CRAP!!! i panic a few times... which lead me to SINK.... ahahahahah.... we swim half a lap.... no no... a quarter of a lap..... swim at the father pool ( this is wad nurul call the biggest and deepest pool) it as fun... fun fun.... weather was good.... not so sunnny... it was rainning and after that.. we went to eat BAnquet @ Ang mo kio.... Hidayah join us too....talk a lot... and eat a lot too... wee....

i wish u could help me clean the house too... i need your cooperativeness to clean the house too.... i nid to take care of the cats... and the house....

haix....

3 weeks more to go....

i miss my father and mother....

stuPid DriVers....

2006-12-06T20:47:00.000+08:00

i was still havent my fever.. it has been 3 days already... sigh.. and i barely touch my bio book as the test is on wednesday... that is today... the test was so-so.... i get to answer all the anatomy questions... but the theory.... WEE.... dun even ask me...
Driving was giddy... my instructor said i was sitting slanting... hahahaha... he noticed... among all the slip ups... i was struggling with idiotic, sickening drivers...the lorry driver that drove... aimlessly without looking at the road... and then the instructor Horn at him!!! Shitty!!! and there were kids playing with ball near the road... Sigh... that kid was vulgur too... so so scary....she scold all the vulgarities... show the middle finger to his friends... eee.... Scary... wat happened to kids now a days...

i miss u la....

FUCKING SHITHEAD

2006-12-01T22:37:00.000+08:00

i didnt do anything wrong to deserve this shit from you... u were blaming me things that i wasnt guilty of... u think i do things to hurt u online... Fucking shithead...will i do anything to jeopardise our relationship? will i? will i risk all and wat we have been through... let me tell tat im NOT THAT STUPID!!!!!!!! i was merely transfering pictures from my com to the laptop...and update my blog.... and yes... i was guilty of spending too much time on doing it till i forgot abt the time....Fuck..... all i noe i didnt do behind your back tat was so MISERABLE ..... DECEITFUL.... yet u accuse me...you aCCUSE ME!!!!!!!
you fucking aCUSE me....
and it hurt so much!!!! to be hearing it from u... Am I ThAT StuPID???
am i that NIAvE!!!!!

AND i MIss Him So MUCH!

2006-12-01T21:31:00.000+08:00

I mISS MY HUni!!!!

ARGH!!!!

wad a week.....

2006-12-01T19:41:00.000+08:00

So many things happen this week....

1st and foremost, my great grandma passed away... because of her old age... it was peaceful.. she passed away in her slp... although i wasnt there.. i was glad that she passed on peacefully.. there were no needles or drips near her... she was a good woman.. a strong woman too... i think she live till her 90ties... or i think she is hundred... oh well... sadness aside.... it has been a rather intresting week for me....

on tuesday... me and nurul went to donate our blood... wee... as it will take an hour and i didnt want to postponed it any longer( because of other reasons) i went there straight to give them my support... i was nervous of course... and as i sat at the chair... the guy beside me was putting pressure on his arm... an he remove the gauze..... and u noe wad happen.... Blood was GUSHING out... i shriek.... hahaha... but all wen great.... stress ball was given to relief our pain and to let the blood flow more freely... and soon it was over... was given a certificate.... was given refreshment so as nobody would not faint after donating... not bad for a first experience.... WEEEE.....i felt gd...

MiNe grEen! Nurul Purple!

Proud to be 1st time donorS!!

BE NICE TO ME!!!

Wednesday was NICKIE's Birthday.... Hope u like our Pressie Dear!!! got cake... got waterbottle, got handpouch oso.....WEE....

Wednesday went to watch OPEN SEASON with my dearest nurul... to celebrate the end of psychology ICA!!!. WEEE..... damn damn hilarious.... went to watch at bishan GV..... Laugh and LAugh..... if we had popcorns... I think every piece would fly!!! hahahaha..... that movie has it touching moments too.... And Kutip to all my kitties.. i love you all no matter how scared u all are...

i realli haf nothing better to do.... was taken at PerliNniS waiting for nurul to pick her pendant! MwaKXX...

My cliniCal assessment was on friday..... Wee... And i pass... and i forgot a few pointers.. but in the end... it was a pass....it did started kancheong wen i forgot to bring my wound patch...but deborah and munirah was an angel... and to nurul... i realli appreciate iT dear.... thanks for the support u haf given me!! Got DressinG And Medication!!! weee....

And to Nurul again.... no matter how busy or occupied u r... im always there for u to call and ask or test u regarding ur clinical assessment....

Last but not least...... Was taken in the library....
Cuteness!!!

Meoow.....

2006-11-20T00:28:00.000+08:00

its sunday....
manage to meet my huni on friday....
got to spank his butt... hehehehe.....
went jb yest wif my bro... help my mum to get her avon....
hehehe... with all the stuff and tons of bras.... my bro and me look like we were backpacking to somewhere...
went city square.... the 2 cuckoos...hahah... was raining and we were carrying umbrellas... BUt it was OrderEd by My Mum's customers.... hahahaha... so cuckoo rite...

i hopE somebody Will LIKE HER BIRTHDAY PReSENt!!!!!

And so sunDay Came....heheheheheeh.... Thosai at Tekka.... and my mum bought me this... its URSinc... my dad like it.. he didnt say i haf too many shoes or something like that.... hehehehhe...

Pretty In WHitE!!!

how Bout Tat? 3 inch?

wait a minute.... Wasn i suppose to get a pair of wedges? hmm.... Who can resist those?

And As UsuAL.. THey Were LAzy...MEOOOowwww........